Fire and Ice (Vanguard Towers)

It hurts to love a straight guy. Cam’s all smiles and dimples. He doesn’t have a clue what he does to me. I’ve loved the guy for years, but to him I’m just a friend. Every time I try to move on, all I can think about is Cam. But is there a possibility of anything more? I’m straight. How can I love a guy? Richie is my best friend. He’s the best guy in the world. So, why do I feel so weird when I see him out with a guy? It doesn’t take long for me to realize it’s jealousy. Damn it. Maybe, I’m not as straight as I thought. One kiss with Richie, and all thoughts of straight fly out the window. I want to see where our feelings take us. But will life with Richie be enough when I’ve always craved a family and a white picket fence?