Sinful - K.G. Reuss

I was not without sin.\n I carried my name for a reason.\n Screwing things up was just part of who I was.\n Sometimes people got hurt because of me.\n Sometimes they died.\n After being exiled from the world I’d created with my best friends, I was left to punish myself for my sins against the girl they loved.\n The sins I spent hours begging whatever entity was out there to forgive me for.\n But maybe I wasn’t supposed to be forgiven.\n Maybe I was who I was because I was meant for something bigger than me.\n Maybe I was always meant for her.\n The girl with the colorful eyes who never spoke.\n The girl I’d been fighting my heart on since I’d set eyes on her all those months ago.\n I feared she’d hurt me. Break me.\n But maybe I’d been wrong.\n Maybe she was the one who’d be